t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
first and foremost ..
pardon this entry .
((:
here it goes .
hope .
is it really that essential ?
i mean .
when you hope .
you end up getting hurt .
more often than not .
no ?
you hope . pray . dream . wish .
and yet at the end of the day the higher your hope .
the more hurt and disappointed you end up .
so isn't it pretty logical to just not hope ?
but then again what's a life is there's no hope ?
this is sucha love hate affair i have with hope ..
as with most of the other things that's positive and all happy feeling-ish .
yes you guessed it .
i'm not exactly in the best of moods ..
and certain stuffs just keep ringing in my head .
i guess you're right .
i shouldn't let it .
((:
have a terrible feeling that time is gonna pass soooooo slowly today .
am already beginning to loathe it .
and time ?
another annoying factor .
and all the what ifs and could've beens will come from the topic of time ..
which controls us more than we ever know .
our thoughts . our actions ..
the things we do and say .
time ..
but still .
i guess i rather not be able to gain control of time..
even if i could .
the thought is just too terrifying .
and extremely meaningless no ?
being able to zoom back and forth into either the past or future .
i rather not .
but can you imagine if ..
there isn't a thing such as time in this world ?
what would it become ?
pretty much of a mess i would say ..
time really is precious huh.
haa .
((:
i guess i could go on and on about the thousand and one things fleeting through my mind .
but then again i guess i wouldn't go there .
at least not right now ..
or rather .
not here .
((:
and ban dao tie he is currently .
oh how apt .
sighs .
alrights i gotta run to school .
so long ..
;elysium.
9:40:00 AM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
